In the naked bulb light, your shielding shoulder doesn't hide your reflection's study of its teeth, apprehensive, the close-clinging film a death sentence and now whimsically, your flowered hair like seaweed over my upturned face, brushing the blanket copper-stained & electric, & your voice oakly shadowed and plastic like you practice & my mouth is too stuffed to say what I want, so instead I offer a smile and the fishing hook in my lip and a wish that you hadn't asked me to be your doll, fluffed by petticoats and beestung lips, to be kept in the living room, in the dentist's chair